I guess this is what I do when I’m feeling sad, feeling down. Write, seek solace in sad music haha. Idk I like listening to sad music, down myself in more sadness idk it’s a pretty weird habit. It’s only the second week after cts and I feel dead. It’s only Monday and I don’t think I can make it through the week with just 4 hours of sleep everyday. I feel like I’m going to dying going to collapse any minute. I’m so sick of doing fucking pw I just want to quit life. I don’t want to do any more academic related shit anymore. Enough is really enough I quit. I want out y’know?